How do you move on with.this disease and feel8ling like your days are numbered, please help me..

I have the same feeling as you. When you talk about days are numbered do you mean until dialysis? If so, I hear you. I am facing dialysis probably in the near future. Do what you can to delay dialysis such as diet, maybe taking meds such as Farxiga, and follow your Nephrologist's recommendation. Although hard, try not to let this mentally overwhelm you. Repeat to yourself you are going to fight this.