First of all, I just want you to know you are not alone in this. I know when you are diagnosed it can be scary and overwhelming, especially since people are asking you to make decisions about things you may not even fully understand yet. That's where we can help for sure - our community members and our site is full of great people and information such as https://chronic-kidney-disease.net/symptoms In addition, it really does help to be around and read about other people in your situation who are going through similar things. It makes you feel like those thoughts that inevitably come up that say, "is this really happening, or am I nuts?" are less silly. Why? Because chances are someone else has said the same thing to themselves when they experienced it. Chronic Kidney disease is a marathon, and it can be exhausting. Just know we are here to help however we can and sometimes it helps to just come and be around people who really understand what you are going through. Let us know if there's anything we can do to help in the meantime. Keep on keepin' on, DPM